perception variation

The medium we live in
the environment

changes its color, according to what mood you are in
and develops with time, as your perception expands and sustain new variation

have you ever wondered
how alike is the world in other peoples' eyes?
It could be really different, right? I am speaking about people who share time and place with you

your family, relatives, friends, colleagues, partners...
even the order of people categories in the previous line, you may disagree with me on it
I mean, are they ordered correctly according to how important they are to a certain person


isn't that true ?

that this whole writing could be perceived extremely different from one person to another

but some people are close no doubt, to each other
some who right now know what I am talking about

An amazing world it is
because if there was no such variation, life will shut down, you can imagine such a thing

where the real problem lies is when this variation is forgotten

creating disagreement
friendship collapse
non productive arguments

while if you remember the variation idea, it can at least lead you to somehow have some patience
listen
adjust the perception
change the angle

then another important step

dragging the other side towards the common zone
where he/she can see new things
some of them looked ugly and now they are pretty
some of them were there, and now they are not
some of them looked small, now they are big


gradually
you start to gain such thinking with time
but not alone
experience and flexibility
patience, and optimistic thought

the question is
that some people reach such levels, but they find new struggles
conflicts did not exist in the past
of course, past thinking "one view oriented" is simple
and easy, and feeding

though it creates chaos, but new levels can give a different type of challenge

cause it will start showing some unwell people, in a more negative way

people who need ages to adapt advancement

those that you may feel desperate of making them better because they are happy the way they are

and we are full of such people, but you may not see all of them, or you may see some of them but they don't look that bad

carrying on advancement that up way could get seriously difficult

threatening

to drop you back at stage one

simple descriptive thinking

the one children have

I shall stop here

cause solving such conflicts require a more advanced level of mentality, that I hope I will reach it sometime not late

fine line between desire and demand

a person who misses another is demanding approach

and when you are talking about wanting something, you should plan
away from that, sometimes we desire something
an event, or an item perhaps or anything
yet we simply don't know what exactly is it we want, demand and need
you feel the urge, and the impatience
and you lack the plan, the way, the key of the door, if you can find the door in the first place


as long as our ups are more than our downs, we are ok, just accept that ideal state is not achievable

do I teach myself, things in life that make it easier, to be more specific, livable??

I personally don't know, but if luck exists, then its distribution is not fair at all, and since when life was fair, we all go through the same classes in the school of life, but they just get held in different buildings

When I lose control on what I want and what I avoid, it gets very hard to rise back to the surface, but hey, the surface is not ideal

is it true that when the sun sets and we are alone, we feel lonley more
?
why does our lives that look good most of the time posses lonesome a lot but in indirect methods
i walked on the sidewalk under branches of tree dropping drops of rain, the rain had sound, but the it was white noise, i heared it but didn't feel it, i rushed my steps toward home that had nobody
i entered, once i got home, nobody's home
i kept own sunk in the ocean of notion, trying to figure out answers of unanswerable questions, most of them were whys
man doesn't find reasons of many events taking place around him and affecting him all time
so i know that what i have to care about is the controllable part
the answerable part
with a zest of luck, confidence, insist, dare, taking risks, and sacrificing chances, a person can get further than where s/he can imagine
that was the conclusion of that night, the night of heavy rain